I like your post. I think you hit a snag of something important in there...but I also think some of your perception is a bit skewed. Hey we're human. Speaking from a psychological point of view. . . it feels like there is a smear in your painting so to speak.
Not sure when you're coming back but when you get back leave a post on my blog and we'll chat.
DrClay
We all need breaks at times. Like I had a break from school (spring break) and now I actually feel glad to be back in, despite the loss of time.